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My cockiness about my health is what keeps me going. The concerned are causing the negativity.

I was born disabled not a criminal, but I’m treated like a prisoner. Agency and their paperwork can go fuck themselves. Let me live and die on my terms.

let me know next time ya heading out somewhere n we can hook up. i am not sure of how much i can help but we can talk! and talk about anything at that!….. glad to see ya putting down the words,….. and don’t stop writting!!

if it helps any, guess we all got fears. i understand where ya comming from and to say my worst feelings are when i can’t help or make a change to things that are of bad in nature and all i can do is watch as it all goes down.

ever consider yourself as a achiever? with all the bullshit you been through ever think that the day would come when ya just cant get scared anymore? that ya been running with this for so long that fear becomes your middle name and in just as the night will only get so dark before it must change back into the day light, so too maybe it can be the same with you?

i guess what i’m trying to say is that to minimize any ill effects to you brought on by outside conditions that you can’t help or control…. so that when the shit goes down you drop in to like a 911 mode with say like a black belt mind. and ya put yourself into a state of simple, safe keeping till as long as you need….. getting by on minimal effort yet comfortable keepings till your company can come around.

i’m just trying with ya bro, ya know, and sure i may not have the big picture of all ya got going on with your life, but i do know pain, suffering and hurt!
i also know that it is more about one’s mind, than what anyone else will have to tell ya! …….believe me!

i’m living proof!